NEED

God i need someone who understands me....the last guy i was fucking was so stuppid....i fucked him for a week and then he thought we were dating! can u believe that!!!! just because i fucked him everyday for a week he thought we were exclusive!!!!ahahaha i cant believe he thought he was the only one....like shit....he makes 15 bucks an hour and drives a shitty car....and not to mention the little dick! i mean if he thought he could hold me down, he musta bin smoking too much crack!!!! lets think about this...me 110 pounds, tight lil body, juicy ass, long blonde hair...and definatly not a baby....and this lil 18 year old boy thought he had what it takes to keep me intrested more than a few days!!!! so needless to say ive replaced him recently....with an ex of myne....but hey its better to go where you know the sex is good, than break in some new loser that ill have to replace n e way! the sooner thses guys realize their just meat to me the better off they'll be....ok so maybe i sound a lil heartless but im not...i get sad and lonely sometimes...those are the days i curl up with my sexy Shane (the ex) and just revel in the feel of him next to me....nothing sexual those days, just the reassuring feeling of a warm body with the right amount of feeling inside....most ppeople who know me tell me men are meat in my eyes because the only man i ever loved treated me like meat....thought just because he sold drugs he deserved a sexy bitch on his arm...and then when i stopped doing as much drugs as he did he got a new bitch! this ones not even street smart...shed sel a damned 8-ball to a cop if he didnt watch her close enough.....so i know i still have hurt feeling toward him....maybe even a lil resentful...but he ruined me for any other nice boi...i mean all a guy has to do is prove he can support me financially and im his....i mean he want arm candy...he can buy me...not like prostitute....definatly more like gold digger...but hell what women arent these days...some one has to pay the bill...and i knowmy money doesnt benefit n e one but me....so maybe one day soon ill find a loaded, sexy, well hung guy who understands my drive for money and sex...and doesnt care if i fuck around....maybe just maybe ill find someone who i can love...for more than money....im holding out